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Topic: Explain the presense of your faith...
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Started on: 4/6/2005
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On 4/6/2005 at 5:28pm, Christopher Weeks wrote:
Explain the presense of your faith...

Spawning again from this thread (and from a thread on Vincent's blog a while back), I don't think I've ever asked people to analyze the source of their Faith. I haven't got any. I was raised with no religion. If you do the God thing on Saturday or Sunday or dance around campfires naked, it's all bizarre to me. I don't think animist paganism makes any more sense than Islam. And because of it, I'm completely baffled by the certainty that people have about their religion. Any help out there? Specifically:

Why do you think you know? How often have you made pretty dramatic shifts in belief? Is there any presentable evidence for what you believe (and should there be?)?

Thanks,

Chris

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On 4/6/2005 at 5:47pm, Bankuei wrote:
RE: Explain the presense of your faith...

The only two things I'm sure about is the idea of a higher power and that of an afterlife.

Higher power? The belief struck me when I was in 2nd or 3rd grade and reading a science book about atoms, of all things. The fact that our world seems so well crafted just struck me as a clear sign that it couldn't be accidental. Although now I'm aware of scientists pointing to the idea of spontaneous complexity and such, it still doesn't jive with me. Maybe it's just an irrational self defense mechanism on my part, but hey, that's how I believe it. I think I'd probably sit closer to Deism or Intelligent Design in those regards, but I don't believe folks ought to be forcing it down kid's throats- after all, basic science got me my belief...

Afterlife? Let's just say I've dealt with a lot of weird stuff, like knowing the moment my dad died across the country hours before anyone called me... I woke up in the middle of the night and could feel someone in my apartment. It was crazy. Other weird stuff as well.

Everything else has been conjecture :)

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On 4/6/2005 at 5:49pm, Frank T wrote:
RE: Explain the presense of your faith...

Hi Chris,

I think I know there's "something" because the evolution theory just doesn't convince me. And I somehow believe in God despite myself. See, I grew up a lutheran protestant. Yet the more I learned about the history of my religion and the origins of its sources, the less satisfied I was with that.

Then I married a woman, and realized too late that she wasn't the one for me. So what do you do when your religion tells you you must not get divorced, but you know it'll make you forever unhappy if you don't?

So I turned my back on Christ and the bible. Yet I find myself talking to God, thanking him if something goes well, defying him if I get fucked up. I really can't tell you where this feeling He's out there comes from. I have reasoned with myself that since I do not believe in "nothing", I should become an agnostic or something, but belief won't listen to reason.

- Frank

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On 4/6/2005 at 5:50pm, TonyLB wrote:
RE: Explain the presense of your faith...

Faith is different from religion.

For me, religion is... y'know... that stuff you do to expose yourself to opportunities for faith. Welcoming communities, beautiful churches, pushing yourself to extremes (fasting, exertion, etc.), swelling music, inspiring texts, and the like, those are good tools for religion.

Faith is something else, that grows from the loam of your life and flowers at strange hours. When you look at the world and see meaning rather than emptiness and hope rather than despair, that's faith.

Personally? You want to know what inspires me to a sense of faith? There's a scene in the first Spiderman movie. A building is on fire, a woman is trying to get in and a fireman, who totally understands why she's doing what she's doing, has to be the one to step in front of her and stop her. "My baby!" "Lady, I can't let you in there!"

It is hopeless. It is bleak. It is the utter, implacable tragedy that we all know exists in the world, and that we all desperately fear. "The sea is so large, and my boat is so small." And then there's a guy in blue and red spandex swinging in to do what couldn't be done.

I know it's geeky, and you're welcome to mock me for it, but that moment is what faith is about for me. Not the guy in the tights, but what he represents. The certainty that, though tragedy abounds in this world, the world isn't about tragedy. That though hopes can fade, hope is immortal. That the world is, at core, good.

Proving it isn't the point. Feeling it is what you need. Wherever you get that from in your life, I call it faith.

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On 4/6/2005 at 5:53pm, inthisstyle wrote:
RE: Explain the presense of your faith...

I am an extreme rationalist who periodically falls off the religion wagon, but I always come back to some core belief. I'm a member of the Religious Society of Friends (Quakers), and the particular branch that I participate in is very personal and egalitarian, which appeals to me very much. I have had profound spiritual experiences while sitting in worship with other Friends, and that is the empirical evidence I can't ignore. Sure, it may be psychological, but it is most definitely there. Philosophically, I'm not really Christian, but that is something that I can reconcile with my religion because Quakers believe that every person is in direct communication with the divine, and that it will lead each person in the way that is right. I follow a more Daoist philosophy, that there is a Way to everything, and that you need to figure out how to stop fighting against it and instead work with it.

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On 4/6/2005 at 5:55pm, inthisstyle wrote:
RE: Explain the presense of your faith...

TonyLB wrote: I know it's geeky, and you're welcome to mock me for it, but that moment is what faith is about for me. Not the guy in the tights, but what he represents. The certainty that, though tragedy abounds in this world, the world isn't about tragedy. That though hopes can fade, hope is immortal. That the world is, at core, good.


Very cool, Tony.

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On 4/6/2005 at 6:02pm, xenopulse wrote:
RE: Explain the presense of your faith...

I realized after a while that, while I don't believe in any sort of religion (though like Frank, being from the same place, I was raised and confirmed Lutheran Protestant), I do believe in some fundamental things like human dignity and absolute values. And life and sentience are so amazing, I can't understand them simply in terms of biochemistry.

So I ultimately found that I fit in very well with the Unitarian Universalists. I plan to be more involved on that front in the future, when the toddler gets a little older.

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On 4/6/2005 at 6:02pm, Anonymous wrote:
RE: Explain the presense of your faith...

I'm an omnitheist.

I believe every myth structure ("religion") in the world has something important and valid to say about the human condition.

I've burned sacrifices to Athena,
I've been baptised in Christ's name,
I've celebrated Passover,
I've prayed to Odin,
I've danced for Buffalo,
I've killed the Buddha,

but I haven't walked the Haj. I want to, but I don't think the current political situation will allow me to in my lifetime.

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On 4/6/2005 at 6:04pm, John Wick wrote:
RE: Explain the presense of your faith...

Anonymous wrote: I'm an omnitheist.

I believe every myth structure ("religion") in the world has something important and valid to say about the human condition.

I've burned sacrifices to Athena,
I've been baptised in Christ's name,
I've celebrated Passover,
I've prayed to Odin,
I've danced for Buffalo,
I've killed the Buddha,

but I haven't walked the Haj. I want to, but I don't think the current political situation will allow me to in my lifetime.


Drat. This was me.
I wasn't logged in at the time. Curses!

(Loki is at it again.)

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On 4/6/2005 at 6:14pm, Sydney Freedberg wrote:
RE: Explain the presense of your faith...

I used to go to church 3 weeks out of 4 on average, but then I had a baby who really, really needs her morning nap.... still managed Easter thi year, though.

I'm a practicing Episcopalian (pronounced "Anglican" for anyone not in the US or Scotland), which is kinda-Protestant-but-not really. My mom was one (Dad was highly assimilated Jewish) but we didn't take it all that seriously until I started going to an Episcopalian school; I had various doubts and struggles during adolescence, mostly based around "well, it's unfair that someone else should die for my sins, and kinda patronizing too"; and on Christmas Eve, 1991, while attending the evening service mainly for the music, I decided I needed all the help with my sins I could get and walked up to the altar to take Communion.

Christopher Weeks wrote: I'm completely baffled by the certainty that people have about their religion.


Certainty? Not here, friend. Doubt and struggle, all the way, including late at night where I'm lying in bed praying that God exists (which is, when you think about it, not a highly logical activity). Evolution and the Big Bang I'm certain about. That it all means anything I'm not sure of. But I try to have faith that it does -- that, to spin off what Tony said, the universe is fundamentally good and there's something good that endures. Eternally.

And that this something good is not a blind force but actually a person, in some weird way, and even cares about me. Cares enough to die for me, actually. Oh, and for all of you guys, too.

"Lord, I believe. Help thou my unbelief."

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On 4/6/2005 at 6:16pm, Jason L Blair wrote:
RE: Explain the presense of your faith...

My faith is about 5'8" tall with green eyes and white hair, broad shoulders, and he carries a katana.

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On 4/6/2005 at 6:18pm, joshua neff wrote:
RE: Explain the presense of your faith...

Jason L Blair wrote: My faith is about 5'8" tall with green eyes and white hair, broad shoulders, and he carries a katana.


Dude, your faith scared the bejeezus out of me the other day. I was taking a shower, and he walked into the bathroom to get a Q-Tip.

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On 4/6/2005 at 6:19pm, Eero Tuovinen wrote:
RE: Explain the presense of your faith...

I have no Faith, but I like to think that I know pretty much about it. Always messing around all kinds of religions, I am. Let me tell you what I've learned about Faith:

I stopped considering religion seriously some time in middle school, when my personal ethical development progressed in radically higher-spirited directions than Lutheran christianity, which is the default fate hereabouts. I simply couldn't take it all very seriously, when totally agnostic philosophers (Kant, primarily, which I always read areligiously) could explain morality much better than the church, which in the final calculation is just for kids - go to hell if you don't behave and all that stuff, doesn't really help you to understand the reasons behind ethics. With time this drift became rather discernible, even to a dullard like me. Reading and experiencing different convinctions, I came to consider Christianity much in the same way Nietzche does; nowadays I much prefer "barbarian" virtues of honor, spirit and strength to meekness.

Years later, I've found many admirable religions with much higher ethical standards than Christianity (asatru and satanism pop to mind). However, meanwhile my analytical eye has grown more mature, and I've yet to see a religion that isn't analysable as a system of ethics combined with a system of aesthetics - my current stance on the matter is that religion as cultural activity is essentially about arguing morality based on aesthetic principles. In other words, religion is art, which does exactly that. Now, I much prefer to indulge in my art in honest form, so I've kept out of religion. I fully understand that people get a high from religion; I myself get the essentially similar visionary experience from good art, so it doesn't really matter to me if people want to enjoy themselves while believing in fairies. I'm much more worried about the ethical teachings of those religions, especially as the major religions tend to be those that really just cater to base impulses instead of requiring high ethical standards.

The point: Chris asked about how Faith is born. My convinction is that all faiths you're likely to meet are a result of a strong aesthetic experience. Art can make people experience all kinds of things, and if there's a social context and a philosophy attached, it becomes a major force in molding a human. Then it is very easy to interpret the experience as spiritual, even if an areligious person would classify it as aesthetic. This is especially so for people who don't habitually have those aesthetic experiences - it's hard to realize that there's nothing religious in it if you only ever enjoy feelings of majesty, community and peace in a religious context.

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On 4/6/2005 at 6:22pm, Bankuei wrote:
RE: Explain the presense of your faith...

Hi Frank,

The way I look at it, is, unless Jesus himself or God him/her/however you want to call it, decides to come to you personally and tell you divorce is bad- the only thing you've turned your back on is ideas produced by people, nothing more.

If we're talking any of the three religions of the Book(Judaism, Christianity, or Islam), then a great deal of the holy books are loaded with laws, which, I consider secular, but you may or may not. After all, someone may correct me, but I don't recall where in the Bible it forbids polygamy between the Old Testament and New Testament... :)

My belief is that anyone's personal relationship with higher powers, spirits, or what have you is just that- personal. A lot of people have pushed secular and personal desires as "holy" in all religions, and down the line it gets codified.

Chris

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On 4/6/2005 at 7:15pm, Green wrote:
RE: Explain the presense of your faith...

Christopher Weeks>

I doubt that anybody's answer about their faith would really satisfy you because you are asking people to express in conscious terms something that is beyond consciousness. In my experience, the only accurate explanations or representations of faith I have seen are in metaphor. Even they fall short at times. So, I can't really answer your question in the way you probably want me to answer it.

One thing I've learned, though, is that faith is not belief. At least not in the sense of what people believe. It is more like how people believe. In my experience, faith is akin to trust and hope. However, instead of a person or an event, you put that trust and hope into "the mystery." I call it mystery because of its inherently incomprehensible nature. You can call it God; you can call it karma; you can call it chance; you can call it whatever you like, but you recognize that this force (for lack of better terms) makes things happen.

Faith is not forceful, but yielding. Faith is Yin. Faith is a lump of clay. Faith is a bowl or a cup. Faith is good plumbing. Faith is a womb. Faith is your trachea. Faith is wind chimes. Faith is all around you.

The expression of faith is not limited to churches, temples, shrines, or synagogues. It is in Central Park where two old men play a chess game, each staying still for long moments, waiting for the best move to reveal itself to them. It is in a laboratory where a scientist is experimenting to make a discovery, over and over again, hoping for that "Eureka!" moment when it all comes together and makes sense. It is in firefighters who enter a burning building to save people they cannot see from the outside. It is in everyone who has ever expressed hope or trust in things they cannot understand.

Suffice it to say, I know many people who have strong beliefs but weak faith.

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On 4/6/2005 at 7:38pm, Ben Lehman wrote:
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I believe in a benevolent higher power that suffuses the entire Universe. God.

I believe that rational human beings have a choice whether to believe in God or not.

I do not believe that the fact that they have this choice is accidental.

yrs--
--Ben

P.S. Because I'm physics trained, this ties into Quantum Mechanics for me.

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On 4/6/2005 at 7:56pm, Anonymous wrote:
RE: Explain the presense of your faith...

I started out as the typical Southern Baptist. Until age 14 or so. I had some pretty serious differences with our Youth Ministry and our Youth Ministers in particular. I think the parting words were if I ever showed myself at their church again they were going to kick my ass.

That pretty much ended my relationship with organized religion. Since then I've wandered all over the place. I've been part of a very hush-hush Wicca group. Taken part in preparations to (no joke) bring about the reign of Cthulhu on Earth. I've made deals with my ancestors. They're still not so happy with me. I've went into a very pragmatic relationship with Anubis. I've studied Buddhism, Hinduism and Gnosticism pretty extensively. But I subscribe to no one particular belief system.

Perhaps the most productive spiritual point in my life was when I was doing shamanic work. There are a number of things that happened during that time for which I have no real explanation. My current living situation makes it near impossible for me to do much of anything

So, to answer your questions as best as I can...

Why do you think you know?


Personal experience. I've had shared hallucinations. Two people see the same thing at the same time that's not there. They both know it's not there and only relate it to each other afterwards. Theoretically, I don't think a shared hallucination is all that likely. If two people see the same thing, is it really there? What if three people see it? Who knows?

I've also had things happen in my life as a result of prayer and deals with spirits and such. This could be just my subconscious working for me. Who knows, Chaos Magicians have a wonderfully packaged way of explaining stuff like that.

I've also foreseen things that I couldn't possibly explain. For example, I had a premonition of a hurricane hitting our home a week before the weather channel even registered one in the gulf. I also had a very distinct vision of my wife and received her name from a spirit guide, a year before I ever met her and three years before she and I began dating. Just stuff that's flat out hard to describe. I also kept a journal during this time, which is good because if I hadn't I wouldn't even have the "proof" that I have of these instances. Even when I saw them, though, I didn't realize what was going on until later. They didn't really help me out beyond giving me a sense that something good or bad was on the way.

I also had blackouts throughout my adolescence. I was checked but diagnosed as not having epilepsy. Sometimes I would hear things in my blackouts. But they were always brief and it was difficult to remember what I had heard afterwards.

I also had two close calls with choking due to intoxicants. In both instances, it was not me that got me breathing again. In the first instance, it was a voice, that was not my own, that reminded me to breathe. In the second, it was a cat. In the second instance, I also experienced very weird time-shifts. Very weird stuff. But I wasn't on anything that heavy. No hallucinogens.

But all of it is very subjective. I couldn't prove it in a court of law. I believe there's something out there because I've experienced it. Felt it. But it could just be synapses in my brain firing too. If so, then there's a lot more to my brain than I could've ever thought. Like I said, I saw things and experienced things that happened weeks, even years later.

But I have no hard evidence. I realize that. It's the same sort of conundrum like that at the end of the movie Contact. You know what you went through. You think you remember it all right. You even wrote it down to remember it. But there's nothing much that you can do to convince anybody else of it.

So I don't really try. My experience of the Divine or the Other won't be yours. And neither of us can prove our case beyond a reasonable doubt. Like the Buddha says (paraphrase) "Contemplating questions like that will not bring you closer to enlightenment."

Scott

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On 4/6/2005 at 9:24pm, GB Steve wrote:
RE: Explain the presense of your faith...

I was baptised Catholic and went to Sunday school, but I asked too many questions. I figured if they were scared of asking the questions, let alone the answers then religion wasn't the place for me.

I don't mind if other people see a spiritual dimension to life, much as I don't mind that they don't support the same football team as me. Both make about as much sense to me. So when my wife says I have no soul, I say, "that's right, I don't."

I also have a strong feeling that any morality that comes, no questions asked, from a book is not moral. Morality is about asking questions. As such I don't believe in anything, I theorise and rely on evidence.

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On 4/6/2005 at 9:33pm, Sydney Freedberg wrote:
RE: Explain the presense of your faith...

Sigh... In defense of organized religion (and not targeting anyone in particular):

Yes, blindly taking ethical and cosmological ideas from a book or other authority without questioning is a bad idea that leads to needless suffering.

But so is saying "the last 4,000 [or more] years of human experience have no lessons for me, therefore I will ignore the texts and doctrine that attempt to codify said experience." Smart people have been thinking about good, evil, life, death, family, government, and so on, in a religious context, since ... well, since people were thinking. There are some wheels here there's no need to reinvent.

The Episcopalian/Anglican catchphrase for this balancing act is "scripture, tradition, and reason": God gave us sacred texts (through the inspiration of flawed and human writers), but He also gave us brains to think about them, and countless generations of people who thought about them before us and might have a thing or two worth listening to. If you throw out any of these three elements, you're missing something important.

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On 4/6/2005 at 10:03pm, GB Steve wrote:
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Sydney Freedberg wrote: If you throw out any of these three elements, you're missing something important.
But if you stick with dogma then maybe you are, and that was my personal experience. There were just some questions I wasn't allowed to ask and many for which the answer was 'God says so', let alone the many times when God appeared to say so but was conveniently forgotten about.

My own morality, based largely around humanist principles, is probably not so very different from that of adherents to many religions. I'm not saying don't read scripture, or the Koran or the Kalevala, but question what you read.

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On 4/6/2005 at 10:16pm, nikola wrote:
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I'm a practicing Jew, raised by my parents and clan in the religion. Some of these questions strike me as odd, and make some assumptions about the nature of religion (as opposed to the nature of particular religions).

Christopher Weeks wrote: Why do you think you know?


Judaism is a method of looking into the unknown, using millennia of experience, from the philosophical and mathematical to the mystical. It's not about knowing, it's about learning.

Vis. any Jewish responses to this. See how they vary. It is said, "Where there are two Jews, there are three opinions."

How often have you made pretty dramatic shifts in belief?


Every time I really think about it. Yom Kippur is a day of meditation, so it happens a lot then. Sometimes, it's just when I read something juicy. In general, those shifts tend toward synthesizing Torah with history and science. A philosophy that can't hold all of those (and much, much more that I don't know how to perceive) isn't truth, it's just a ball of coincidences.

Is there any presentable evidence for what you believe (and should there be?)?


Sure: the Universe exists. It self-organizes. There's pi, Chaos, Complexity, the Periodic Table. Since ancient Sumeria, mathematics has been a lens through which we look at the Unknown, and we continue to marvel at it. How did pi get there? What about the Periodic Table? Those vast coincidences are what make the Universe what it is, and examining them is looking at the footprints of God.

One of my real beliefs - and I use this word in its most basic meaning, as something that I hold to be true instinctively, perhaps regardless of evidence - is that the vast majority of all religion - and this includes aspects of Judaism - winds up dangerously close to idolatry: believing that, within a symbol, lies God, and that by controling this symbol, you understand God. Anything - anything - that you worship is an idol, and the danger inherent in that is that there is no idol there: you worship the symbol in your mind: you worship yourself.

Not that the study of the self isn't interesting, enlightening, and powerful. But thinking that the Universe exists for your benefit is hubris that will burn you.

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On 4/6/2005 at 11:02pm, daMoose_Neo wrote:
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Supernatural events can also be interprited by anyone.
Take myself ^_^ Or my family actually.

We're almost living on the *edge* of the supernatural. Looking back through my family, speaking with parents, grandparents, aunts, uncles, great aunts, great uncles, great grandparents etc. I've learned a rather cool thing: each generation on both sides, one of the kids experianced a portion of their lives where they had a number of unexplained coincidences, premonitions and visions. And, come to find out, of my parents families, they each were the ones who had the experiances. And now, my brother and myself have a nice set of the unexplained floating about us.

Now, here's the interesting part: on my mothers side, its a strictly German/Lutheran upbringing, and a strong one at that. Myself, I was baptised and confirmend Luthern.
My own faith was shaped pretty heavily when I was three. I had a pair of deaths that must have struck me hard, as my parents had me seeing a grief councilor through the hospital for several months. Before the counciling, and indeed after, I had numerous conversations (that I recall having, but not what was said) with an elderly woman in my home. She was either my great-grandmother or the prior inhabitant of the home, I don't know. Pleasant old lady though, I was never scared or worried.
From that point, all my upbringing in the church was tempered by a knowledge of the truth in an afterlife and acceptance that hey, we're human, the important part isn't the exact words or phrases, but the concepts behind them. I will, on occasion, cite a passage in the Bible as a counterpoint, but only as I'm discussing the books with someone who feels they are better versed than myself.

Through life, I've always been one step ahead of almost everyone and everything, knew where I was supposed to be and what I was supposed to do. Through highschool, I was the school councilor- I'd get folks on MSN I didn't even know asking for advice because, for whatever explicable reason, I just knew what would work.
My junior year, everything in my world literally changed. My fathers employees turned on him, destroyed the agency he worked at for my entire life, and framed him for medicade fraud. In the aftershocks of that I had the typical "If there is indeed a God, why the hell did this happen?!" reaction- the loss of the agency triggered a breakdown in my dad, almost destroyed my parents marriage, and all sorts of other wonderful shit. All I could ask was "What now?" - To which, I recieved answer, after answer after answer.
For around a good year and half, I was seeing the future of my friends during some really turbulant times in all of our lives, and every prediction I had, every dream and vision I saw came to pass. One that bothered me was a vision of a destructive storm on the horizon and it took me a long time to work it all out. In the meantime, I helped a couple friends survive their own hell, helped my mother deal with her own issues, became "linked" with a girl I had a crush on and felt every pain she did (who in retrospect was rather unstable and that was a damn painful experiance.)Woke up one night thinking I was having a heartattack, exact same time she was embroiled in a hellish, heartwrenching situation with the guy she was seeing.
It was about that time I finally knew what the horizon was- I looked at my mother one night and said someone from my class was going to before graduation: it wouldn't be because of something they did, and it would be a well loved, truly decent person.
Months passed after that, it took a lot to finally break that "link" (including "God, what the HELL is going on?!"), tried my best to look past the visions and just graduate, and still kept recieving them. Last one I recalled was extemely vivvid and involved me, at college, meeting up with a girl I already knew from an HS sport. I saw exactly what she was wearing and knew she had long dark hair, but never saw her face. Lots of other specific details arose about the school, which I later noted in my own journal (which I kept for about 3 years).
Graduation night came, got to the school, and everyone around me is crying...sure enough, "Dark horizon" came to pass: childhood schoolmate, well liked by EVERYONE, was involved in a car accident on her way to the school for the ceremony. She flatlined at the scene but was stablized and shipped to another hospital for trauma...and died two weeks later. After that, I had another of my many conversations with God, asking him to stop sending me whatever it was that he was sending, hurt too damn much, and sure enough they stopped.
That fall, started college, met up with an old acquaintance from HS who soon became more and about three months into our relationship I unearthed my old journal entry about that last vision...it described her to a T, as well as our first couple months of being together. From construction on the college that started that summer, to plays she performed in the pit for, to clothes that stood out: a leather jacket and sweatshirt, each for their own reasons. After a number of years of botched relationships before that, the girl I finally click with was the one God showed me in my dreams.

Say what you will. I don't need to believe, I KNOW that there is a force in the universe looking out for us. My visions showed me things that were the result of human choice, but allowed me to help those people make better choices or simply comfort them and lend strength when it was something beyond their personal control. I know this force as God: Father, Christ & Holy Spirit, and it answers to it. Maybe it is something else, using my upbringing and preconceptions as a means to communicate or maybe it honestly is the God I believe it to be. What I know with certainty is that its out there, its watching, and it acts, but not always in ways we comprehend.

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On 4/6/2005 at 11:04pm, Meguey wrote:
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I was born to an ex-Fundementalist Baptist, read a TON of myths/world religions, then started going to the Unitarian Universalist church in 3rd grade. It always fit, especially the part where serious questioning / investigation of ideas is actively encouraged, and being really interested in other's experience and POV is valued.

For me, faith/religion/spirituality has lots to do with the interconnectedness of life, people, ecosystems, economics, etc. We're absolutly part of something bigger, even if that bigger is only the ecology of the planet.

If I accept that I am part of 'something bigger', then I have to accept that the well-being of some parts of the 'bigger' affect the well-being of other parts, and therefor that my actions matter. I also sometimes think of it like ripples in a pool of water: what I do has impact I cannot fully percive. If I am calm and friendly as I wait in line (which I hate doing!), then the experience of the others around me is also more clam and friendly. That may mean they leave a little less rushed, and maybe they treat the next person they interact with better. Also, it's not always conscious on my part.

Here's the story: When I was a baby, my Mom had a neighbor she disliked. The neighbor was everything Mom wasn't as a parent, but, in that weird way of new parents, they hung out together some anyway. The other mom had had 3 or more children removed by DSS for neglect, and her current kid wasn't getting a much better deal. Spanking and TV and soda was the default. So, when she came over, Mom would use that time to make all her La Leche Leauge calls, chatting with other moms about breastfeeding, reading to kids, etc. We moved in a few months, and Mom didn't keep in touch.

Years later, Mom was an out-reach worker for Planned Parenthood. She went up to a door and knocked. The woman who answered was obviously just up from nursing a baby, and an older child was playing with blocks on the floor. After a short time, the woman said "You don't remember me, do you?" Mom did not. It was the same woman, who had listened to what Mom was telling the women on the phone, and watched how mom was with me, and when she had her next baby, she decided there must be another way, and she set out to learn it. Her kids were with her, she was happier with her parenting, and Mom hadn't even been trying to effect change.

Some peolpe call that the random chaos of life. That's fine too.

So yeah. Plus, how can you taste maple sap fresh from the tree and not feel the rush of Life in your veins, glad to have lived through another winter?

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On 4/6/2005 at 11:19pm, ScottM wrote:
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Wow, Meguey, that's a cool story. Thanks.

Scott

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On 4/7/2005 at 1:50am, greyorm wrote:
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I'm not saying don't read scripture, or the Koran or the Kalevala, but question what you read.

Steve, I'm not sure if you realize this or not, but that statement comes across as insulting. The belief underlying it seems to be that religious people are all a bunch of blind, ignorant, unquestioning sheep, that religious people don't question what they read.

Think about it: neopagans don't even HAVE a sacred book, they don't have priests that tell them what it's all about, all they get to do is think about things! Then there is Bhuddism, where one of the primary tenets of their faith is to question everything, including every tenet of their faith! And it is not as though Bhuddism is some minor religion on the world stage, with only a few million adherents, that you shouldn't know this (and I haven't even mentioned Reformed Judaism or Unitarians).

That's four fairly large, well-known religions who DO question their religious writ as part of the practice of their faith. So, I guess what I'm saying is that one had definitely better question "Skeptics Weekly" or whatever would-be secular authority books you happen to read as well because atheists, despite, their claims about rationality and informed questioning, are (in general) very ignorant about religion in general. Particularly American atheists, who tend to believe that all religions are basically like fundamentalist Christianity, but with different hats.

Ultimately, I agree with the sentiment, so, yeah, read stuff and question it! But additionally, by the gods, read it! Especially those of you who think you've got this religion thing and these religious people all figured out, and like to talk down to the religious as though they are children.

Ok, semi-rant over.

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On 4/7/2005 at 1:55am, James Holloway wrote:
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greyorm wrote: Particularly American atheists, who tend to believe that all religions are basically like fundamentalist Christianity, but with different hats.

Well, in all fairness, American atheists spend a lot of time thinking about fundamentalist Christianity because it's fundamentalist Christianity which is the biggest immediate problem for them.

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On 4/7/2005 at 2:45am, greyorm wrote:
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James Holloway wrote: Well, in all fairness, American atheists spend a lot of time thinking about fundamentalist Christianity because it's fundamentalist Christianity which is the biggest immediate problem for them.

Certainly, I agree that is the source of it! But that situation is not an excuse for the behavior. I find it disingenous that they as a group should so loudly proclaim how well educated they are and how important educating yourself is, and then proceed to hold forth in displays of the very depths of uneducated ignorance. When you get right down to it, they end up behaving with as much willful ignorance as the fundamentalists they are in constant conflict with.

Note: certainly not all atheists are like this, but the idea holds for (American) atheists as a group and is supported throughout much of their literature, regardless of the differences of individuals. Also, I'm certainly not excusing such behavior on any side, so don't take this as simply picking on atheists -- any atheists in the audience should take it as a challenge to improve themselves and their knowledge.

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On 4/7/2005 at 6:31am, Anonymous wrote:
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quot;greyorm"
So, I guess what I'm saying is that one had definitely better question "Skeptics Weekly" or whatever would-be secular authority books you happen to read as well because atheists, despite, their claims about rationality and informed questioning, are (in general) very ignorant about religion in general. Particularly American atheists, who tend to believe that all religions are basically like fundamentalist Christianity, but with different hats.


Actually, I find the opposite is true. Most atheists I've met know much more about religion than most religious people.

It's that whole objective analysis thing.

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On 4/7/2005 at 7:19am, Anonymous wrote:
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greyorm wrote:
Steve, I'm not sure if you realize this or not, but that statement comes across as insulting. The belief underlying it seems to be that religious people are all a bunch of blind, ignorant, unquestioning sheep, that religious people don't question what they read.


Yep, seems fair enough.


That's four fairly large, well-known religions who DO question their religious writ as part of the practice of their faith.


But do they really? Or do they just go through the motions of skepticism becuase even they belatedly realism the value that skepticism offers. Unfortunately, this is just another meaningless ritual, engaged in not so much to seek truth as to construct legitimacy.

Particularly American atheists, who tend to believe that all religions are basically like fundamentalist Christianity, but with different hats.


Which is also pretty much fair enough. The specifics of the doctrine are lesser differentiations than the commonality of superstition and credulity.


Ultimately, I agree with the sentiment, so, yeah, read stuff and question it! But additionally, by the gods, read it! Especially those of you who think you've got this religion thing and these religious people all figured out, and like to talk down to the religious as though they are children.


I feel entitled to, as I have put away my childish things, and they still play with theirs.

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On 4/7/2005 at 7:21am, contracycle wrote:
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The post immediately above was by me, but under a guest account for some reason.

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On 4/7/2005 at 9:24am, GB Steve wrote:
RE: Explain the presense of your faith...

greyorm wrote: Steve, I'm not sure if you realize this or not, but that statement comes across as insulting. The belief underlying it seems to be that religious people are all a bunch of blind, ignorant, unquestioning sheep, that religious people don't question what they read.
Well, religion is the opium of the masses, or used to be until we got TV. Being religious does not make someone a stupid person in my book, but in my experience does tend to make them a bit blinkered. But that's just a theory.

Most Christians have never read the Bible, and would be hard pressed to do so, especially given the general level of literacy round these parts. Their beliefs have very little to do with the good book, and much more to do with who taught them religion in the first place. And as soon as you question that authority, you soon find out that it's a paper tiger. That's what happened to me anyway.

greyorm wrote: Think about it: neopagans don't even HAVE a sacred book, they don't have priests that tell them what it's all about, all they get to do is think about things!
And not for nothing is it known as Bitchcraft and Bicca! I'm very familiar with neopagans, my wife is one and whilst there is a fair amount of talking going on, I don't see much intellectual (or moral) rigour. How many of them drive to their earth rituals?

greyorm wrote: Then there is Bhuddism, where one of the primary tenets of their faith is to question everything, including every tenet of their faith! And it is not as though Bhuddism is some minor religion on the world stage, with only a few million adherents, that you shouldn't know this (and I haven't even mentioned Reformed Judaism or Unitarians).
Buddhism still is lacks the courage of its convictions as far as I can see. There's still a prevalent monk class who sit around praying for others who do the work, which is possibly why it appeals to rich westerners.

And the basic tenets of the faith involve detachment from the real world, the one in which people live and suffer. Sure detachment can distance you from suffering, but it doesn't stop it. Still I pretty much subscribe to the 5 precepts, so it's not all bad.

greyorm wrote: Particularly American atheists, who tend to believe that all religions are basically like fundamentalist Christianity, but with different hats.
I'm certainly not in that boat. My approach tends to be pragmatic.

greyorm wrote: Ultimately, I agree with the sentiment, so, yeah, read stuff and question it! But additionally, by the gods, read it! Especially those of you who think you've got this religion thing and these religious people all figured out, and like to talk down to the religious as though they are children.
But don't you have to approach Jesus as a child, with a child's understanding? Perhaps that was a bit facetious of me but it seems we're in agreement about questioning, which is nice.

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On 4/7/2005 at 10:06am, James Holloway wrote:
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greyorm wrote:

Note: certainly not all atheists are like this, but the idea holds for (American) atheists as a group and is supported throughout much of their literature, regardless of the differences of individuals.

Well, I don't think we're going to get anywhere on this point, anymore than anyone does when talking about "most gamers" here on the Forge.

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On 4/7/2005 at 12:22pm, pete_darby wrote:
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Hi folks, wooly minded proto-druid here!

My faith? Ick, if I can call it a faith, probably comes from memetic programming, with possible genetic predisposition, tending towards a psychological need to develop a relationship with a transcendant entitiy.

Combined with a finely developed appreciation of the possibilities and acheivements of humanity without recourse to the transcendant, and a generally cynical nature...

Do I believe in God, or gods? Yes, for a given value of "deity", essentially on a Universalist bent. Do I believe in worshipping a deity? I believe in respecting and appreciating the universe and everyone and everything in it, more or less, is that worship? I don't believe in giving some anthropomorphic entity "big up yerself, I am nothing, you are everything".

My version of Druidry is a way of forming and exploring a relationship with the non-human world and the unconcious, often through religion as metaphor.

Gareth, I have put away my doctrinal marxism as a childish thing and taken up a religion...

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On 4/7/2005 at 12:27pm, Clinton R. Nixon wrote:
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Note: This is not moderation. It's the Birthday Forum.

This is going to go nowhere.

I'd like to extend a big middle finger to contracycle. I don't think this'll cause a big rift; he and I have exchanged middle fingers before, I think.

My own take: I often say I have a two-track mind. There's the rational part of me who can easily see the fallacies and untruth of believing in something invisible and all-powerful. Then there's the other half of me who needs that, craves it, and believes wholly in it.

I finally came to the realization that it doesn't matter if (a) God empirically exists. Whether it does or doesn't, a God of some sort affects millions of lives daily. People kill for one. People die for one. Families split apart, and families come together for one. A God of some sort gets people to put down the bottle or get off drugs. A God of some sort changes peoples' lives tremendously.

I don't care anymore if (a) God exists. I know that He or She is real.

That's my faith.

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On 4/7/2005 at 1:21pm, Ben Lehman wrote:
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Clinton R. Nixon wrote:
I don't care anymore if (a) God exists. I know that He or She is real.


Yo.

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On 4/7/2005 at 1:32pm, contracycle wrote:
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Oh yes - certainly the idea of god causes things to happen in the real world.

The very religious Mr Blair and the very religious Mr Bush, being as they were so righteous in the eyes of god, appear to have been supremely confident that whatever atrocity they committed would be the right thing.

Religion is dangerous not just because it makes people believe in sky-fairies, but also because it trains a non-rational thought process; one informed by alleged, presumed, unverifiable, moral stances and criticisms; and of course exhibits groundless hero worship, as the wailing throng around the dead reactionary in Rome demonstrate in all their glory.

Hence, even if one does not really care about the ultimate existance of god, the existance of *religion* is still a bad thing and should be tossed in the dustbin of history. Because they are social structures that teach hero-worship (in the form of holiness), irrationality (in taking morality as some sort of force) and intolerance (in teaching special revelation and chosen status).

Religion is not merely an opiate of the masses, it is also a pollutant.

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On 4/7/2005 at 1:33pm, Andy Kitkowski wrote:
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One thing I find troubling is the assumption that one person should/must believe in only one thing/way/etc. It seems that, any way you cut it, the beauty/flaw of the human animal is to be adaptable enough to be able to hold onto two or more contradictory viewpoints or fundamental beliefs at the same time. It's not hypocricy, it's the human brain, human experience.

In my case, I am a hardcore atheist. I am also hardcore Theravada Buddhist. I also believe in God.

Unfortunately, this beauty/flaw is often infuriating when seen in others. Ex: GB Steve's example of the hardcore Christians that don't read the Bible. Or George Bush, who can say "Culture of Life" after Terry Schaivo, but supported (probably still does, I dunno the record) state executions in his tenure as governor (no matter how much the executed changed, or were repentent, since their crime). Or how those Catholic priests could molest little boys.

The human brain's a pretty fucked up thing.

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On 4/7/2005 at 1:46pm, Lxndr wrote:
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Here's a situation I imagine happening in the past:

Picture a time before religion. Then someone comes up with this idea of religion, specifically in a sense of non-rational hierarchy. Some people glom onto this, others don't. Those that glom eventually decide to kill the ones that don't. Thus, the ones that glom (the ones predisposed to non-rational religious thought) are the ones who pass their genes on to the next generation.

Every generation that passes, same thing. Those that question are selected less than those that accept the whole religion thing. These people that accept it probably have the whole moments-of-faith thing, they are swayed by oratory, they have the predisposition to turn beliefs into dogma, etc.

We are their legacy. Perhaps the reason why people these days are so predisposed to religious events, sudden conversions, even feeling "in touch with (deity)" is a direct result of our ancestors committing holy war against those who questioned, who were willing to live and let live. The neophobe vs. the neophile.

Just goes to show that the "Fittest" isn't necessarily the "best."

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On 4/7/2005 at 2:18pm, pete_darby wrote:
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Lxndr wrote: Here's a situation I imagine happening in the past:

Picture a time before religion. Then someone comes up with this idea of religion, specifically in a sense of non-rational hierarchy. Some people glom onto this, others don't. Those that glom eventually decide to kill the ones that don't. Thus, the ones that glom (the ones predisposed to non-rational religious thought) are the ones who pass their genes on to the next generation.

Every generation that passes, same thing. Those that question are selected less than those that accept the whole religion thing. These people that accept it probably have the whole moments-of-faith thing, they are swayed by oratory, they have the predisposition to turn beliefs into dogma, etc.

We are their legacy. Perhaps the reason why people these days are so predisposed to religious events, sudden conversions, even feeling "in touch with (deity)" is a direct result of our ancestors committing holy war against those who questioned, who were willing to live and let live. The neophobe vs. the neophile.

Just goes to show that the "Fittest" isn't necessarily the "best."


Pfft. Imagine that it was one guy who thought up religion, and it freaked everyone else out, so they killed him. That's why we're all rationalists now, our rationalist ancestors killed all the religious folks!

I'd rather take a less extreme, memetic view: the base concepts of religion (existence of the transcendant, mainly) are fairly easy to infer ("There is more to existence than you understand," which is fair enough). This meme is fairly benign, spreads like wildfire, and has advantages (qua meme) over it's allele ("This is all there is").

Now, as with genetic factors, memetic factors may be succesful in themselves in edging out competing memes, but ultimately harmful to the host. Whether this is true of the "faith meme", I'm unqualified to answer. What we can say, though, is that we are only as controlled by our memes as we are by our genes when it comes to behaviour. We can choose how to behave, we can reject the urgings of our genetic and memetic heritage.

Gareth, you are as ever mistaking the cruft for the substance. Hero worship, irrationality and intolerance are not intrinsic to the religious experience, though you seem to be very good at displaying at least the latter.

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On 4/7/2005 at 5:22pm, greyorm wrote:
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contracycle wrote: Which is also pretty much fair enough. The specifics of the doctrine are lesser differentiations than the commonality of superstition and credulity.

Well, fuck all, I rest the very point! Thanks for making it for me, Gareth.

I feel entitled to, as I have put away my childish things, and they still play with theirs.

Hey look, a prime example of intolerance!

For all your posturing and sneering superiority, Gareth, you prove that you are no better than the very folks you rave about, and are in fact caught in the very same web of irrationality and ignorance as they.

What's really sad is that you and I are both Communists, have more or less the same beliefs about the state of the world and its politics today, and yet I can't find myself agreeing with you on the fundamental premises that lead you to those same stances.

You bitch about the evils caused by the religious beliefs of Bush and Blair, how their religion is the source of their errors. No, Gareth, that's not the source of their errors, the source of their errors is the same source from which your own errors arise: intolerant, unaccepting, unquestioning idolism. The only difference is that you have a different philosophy you unquestioningly worship and follow, and you don't call yours religion.

Really, frothily quoting the atheist Marxist doctrine is no better than frothily quoting the fundamentalist Christian doctrine; it just makes you a close-minded bigot of a different stripe, but a close-minded bigot all the same. And that's not any real sort of difference when you get right down to it.

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On 4/7/2005 at 6:16pm, Miskatonic wrote:
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I would not call myself a religious man. But I have been known to root for the Chicago Cubs.

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On 4/7/2005 at 7:30pm, Bankuei wrote:
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Sigh. This is a perfect example of why certain issues just don't lend themselves well to rational discussion(politics, religion, race, gender issues, etc.)...

For any given view, there are people who have their view, mind their business and don't go around doing crazy stuff. Then there's the wackos. Apply the same logic that people use when they blame rpgs when a kid does something crazy. Or rap music. Or because they're Christian. Or because they're not Christian. Or they're capitalists. Or they're communists. Or whatever.

Sometimes, the crazy shit was inspired BY a belief system, but not too many belief systems stay around that are totally based in crazy shit. I mean, we don't have entire societies that promote wanton cannibalism, or throwing babies off buildings, etc. etc.

And I will AGREE that in some cases, you have a higher percentage of stupidity that correlates to certain factors... but overall, pointing to the 15% and saying that the 100% of those people are stupid, jacked in the head, or whatever based on a seperate belief system, nope that doesn't fly.

Otherwise, we start making judgements like, "Well, Mother Theresa was Catholic, and the Catholic Church was responsible for inquisitions, and invasive and coercive missionary work, therefore, Mother Theresa, along with all the other Catholics, kidnap children, raise them in indoctrination schools, beat them for speaking their native language, and burn people if they think they're witches...."

There's wacked people in all belief systems. And definitely some beliefs promote wacked behavior more than others, but people for the most part are lazy, and "reinterpret" stuff for the least amount of hassle in their lives whenever possible.

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On 4/7/2005 at 8:48pm, nikola wrote:
You're Hitler!

There, I've ended the thread.




...oh, it's still going.

Look, religious/interreligious/interreligiositous discussion is a fine art. The problems I see happening here are these (which are fundamental human issues of argument, I think):

- You have the Impossible Thing Before Breakfast of religious discussion: "Everyone has their own beliefs, and I should respect that, even when those contradict mine - which, if I don't stand up for them, is evidence that I don't believe them."

- You have the idea that belief and faith somehow have to do inherently with religion, which is not true. Do you say, "I believe the sky is blue" as someone else said? No, you say, "The sky is blue." Belief assumes that what you believe in is a) arguable and b) true. The sky, in fact, is an illusion, there is no such thing; it's makkyo. But that doesn't make it less true for you as a visceral being. Likewise, if you "believe" in God, or what-have-you, you're being necessarily contrary. Those who are certain of the existence of something don't bother arguing about it, except to garner what they can of others' experiences.

- Some beliefs have in them, inherently, things that are offensive to you. Sometimes, that offensiveness comes from a direct contradiction of what you hold to be most dear. No duh. If I believe Jesus to be fictional, should I argue that to you, who believe Jesus to be the Lamb of God? Only if we agree on these very stakes beforehand: I want to understand what you think/feel/believe/know and you want the same from me. If my goal is to convert you to my belief (or vice-versa) it indicates that either I think you're not smart enough to recognize the truth when I lay it down for you, or, more likely, I'm secretly trying to convince myself. See the item above.

- Assertion of belief is not evidence. If you belive, with all your heart, that the sky is blue, telling me that you believe so does not matter to the discussion: only evidence does. Take a picture, quote someone you know I respect in the matter of sky blueness, measure it and share your data. Belief is a personal thing. It's your nervous system talking with itself, making sense of the Universe. That doesn't translate well to words, but if you want me to understand where you're coming from, you have to use symbols we share, not convince me with the power of your conviction. This is obviously a difficult position when one's religion is based in faith and belief, but do your best.

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On 4/7/2005 at 11:16pm, greyorm wrote:
RE: Explain the presense of your faith...

How often have you made pretty dramatic shifts in belief?

Hrm, once for certain. Possibly as much as two or three times if you include shifting perspectives over time.

When I was younger -- through most of high-school -- I was a devout Catholic, possibly even more fundamentalist than Catholic. If you weren't Christian, you were bound for hell. If you behaved in immoral ways (ie: non-Biblical), you were bound for hell. I told my girlfriend at the time she was bound for hell. I was full-bore on-board with converting the heathens to the TRUE way to save their poor, damned souls. Frankly, I was damn scary.

During highschool, I discovered Wicca and eventually wound up converting to paganism. I'd say that was a fairly dramatic shift in attitudes and beliefs. Yeah. I won't go into the details of it here, but I have them written up here from a few years back when (I think) MJ asked me about it: Who Is God?

However, I'm not really "Wiccan" any longer, and have not been for years. I don't have any particular existing social-religious structure on which to hang my hat. Some of my beliefs definitely seperate me from the majority of Wiccans and neopagans, and others seperate me from the minority of them, and I'm perfectly fine with that -- so-called fundie-pagans, such as some conservative branches of Asatru, bother me as much any group of fundamentalists.

I've studied most religions at least in passing, and can see the commonalities in all of them, the Truths revealed in each. I am probably most influenced by Wicca, Asatru, and Bhuddism.

Is there any presentable evidence for what you believe?

Yes, but very little that I am willing to share because most of it is personal and none of your business.

//Tangent//
To explain this, regarding religious experiences and beliefs, consider that religious experiences are most often like having sex with your wife, no one else's business for obvious reasons:
"So, did you have sex with you wife last night?"
"Yes, but it is none of your damn business."
"I don't believe you. Prove it. I want video."

Frankly, the questioner in such a scenario can simply go fuck himself because whether or not you had sex with your wife is none of his business, and the details of the event are certainly not his business.

However, that the last question is usually closer to the idea of asking, "Prove that you love her." Which is, of course, impossible to prove (ie: the response to such can always be, "Oh, that can all be faked. Here's how/why.")
//end//

For me, the divine is like the wind. You can't see or hold the wind, you can't take a picture of it, you can only feel it's passing, you can only see its effects. Doesn't mean the wind isn't there.

(And keep in mind that's an analogy, folks -- there's little I hate worse than people who try to take apart an idea by taking apart the analogy. Except beer.)

(Oh, and I think the fact that I used an analogy should not be lost upon anyone who considers that choice and the nature of god/myth/religion.)

So, really, I don't care. I have my evidence in what I believe. I don't claim to know precisely what it that means, but I have my "events not easily explained by other means." Plenty of them. As examples of ones I am willing share, certain extrasensory abilities seem to run in my family: my grandmother and aunt both had premonotory dreams about my uncle's death the morning of it. I, unfortunately, foresaw the suicide of an aquaintance. I did nothing, and I feel incredibly guilty about that to this day.

My aunt has experienced spirit phenomena in various homes, as have the rest of the family, including my sister and I: in fact, none of our friends would ever sleep in the basement at our parent's house, some of them still won't. My wife won't (we experienced something weird down there together, without even knowing it at the time...we compared notes shortly afterward and became even more creeped out).

So, I know there is something beyond the physical, something I can't explain but which we currently use words like "psychic" and "spirits" and etc. to describe. Whether or not the context of those is entirely and actually correct and that such is really what is going on is not entirely important to the question of "is there?" (but very important to the question "what is?").

I am also perfectly willing to admit that there may be other explanations for the various things which I have encountered and experienced, but after looking for them and applying Occham's Razor, the so-called "rational" beliefs do not fit as well. Even the best cases can be called "coincidence"...and that's a lot of coincidence to rationally buy into.

Why do I not care if "God" is real or a figment of my imagination?

Because that isn't the point of religion for me. Religion is about personal and societal betterment. It doesn't matter if Odin is a real being, or a figment of my imagination: what he represents, what he means, is what is ultimately important. It could all be proven to be illusion tomorrow and that wouldn't change the practice of my faith one bit (well, other than providing some answers to questions I've often asked, and thus opening venues of further inquiry). Myths aren't meant to be understood as "real" events, even if they were real events; myths are not so coarse and base as that.

I'm very Bhuddist about the whole situation. In fact, I honestly think that Bhuddism is the perfect "religion" for atheists and agnostics. I have to wonder why more of them do not follow it, and why most of them know so damn little about it.

(and should there be?)?

Yes and no. On one hand, why put any belief in something you have not personally tested? That's just like deciding one day that you should be able to fly, because you want to, and then jumping out your window because of it. It isn't even nuts, it's just stupid.

On the other hand, for some religions it is supposed to be about faith, not evidence. You believe because that's the choice, hope versus despair. You can't provide evidence of "hope" -- that's why it's hope.

I'm not really down with that, though because ultimately, I'm practical. What works is what works. And I'm a rationalist. I'll develop a theory, test that theory, and if that theory later turns out to be false, well, that's actually cool, I'm one step closer to understanding! The minute I decide, "This is definitely true" or "Ha, that's all crap" is the minute I stop being a Seeker and become a closed-minded jerk cut off from the divine -- whatever that happens to be.

For me, you don't need evidence that tells you what, exactly, is going on to tell that something is going on and make guesses based on what you learn. It is that gaining understanding of the events and universe around me, not trying to say what the actual reality is because I am am ignorant, limited human being, a child being, that is important to me.

Hubris is the six-year old who says he knows and understands more than an adult does about life. Hubris is the religious individual who claims they understand God. No, both have ideas, but that is all they are, ideas, possibilities, inklings of the truth, brief glimpses of the whole that are only parts of it.

Even the Bhudda said about his teachings, "There are more leaves in the forest than these." And I ain't got nothin' on the Bhudda, yet.

If I ever do figure out what the Truth is, at that point I will have likely ascended beyond the human state and become something altogether alien, if even "physical" any longer in any humanly comprehensible way.

What do I believe?
In godhead. In ascension. In enlightenment. In becoming the best person you can be, and in so doing, becoming a god -- which is a beacon of hope, a landmark for others searching upon the path, a myth (ie: an ideal) to be followed in the search to gain wisdom and give love. Like the Bhudda, like Christ, like Muhammed, like Odin, and like many others I have not named. In glowing like the furious bright flame of a candle raging through the night, to attain immortality and enlightenment, mental and spiritual. In not giving up the search for understanding, for the protection and betterment of not only the self, but all and every one of us.

I may not even live to see the fruits of this, I hope I do, but someone will, and I hope I had something to do with it, every stone providing a step across the river has an incalcuably important job, otherwise no one makes it, and that's a waste of millions of years of evolution and progress.

I don't know that I really need to provide "evidence" of any of that. I don't know that any "evidence" I could present would be worth it. I'd like to think that such goals stand on their own merits as goals. This is where faith and belief come into it for me: even if the end result is not possible, a fantasy, it's the journey that's important. The "at least I'm trying" instead of simply giving into nihlism, death, and self-defeat.

"To strive, to seek, to find, and not to yield...to not go gently into that good night, but to rage against the dying of the light..." That's what it's all about for me. Even though I don't have a poetic quote about the importance of community, the strength of the whole, yet.

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On 4/8/2005 at 3:05pm, Miskatonic wrote:
RE: Explain the presense of your faith...

Well, for my Lutheran confirmation, I got this elegant cross, and my grandfather gave me a pretty substantial gift of cash. For high school graduation, our neighbor/minister gave me a men's devotional. I don't think that little shot of communion wine counts as free booze. All the holidays are pretty secularized these days, so I don't think those count...

Oh, you said presence. Nevermind...

(Apologies to Gilda Radner.)

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