Vampires - a postmodern roleplaying game
Or: What I did with Hungry Desperate and Alone

Some time ago, I read Vincent's Hungry Desperate and Alone, and was intrigued. It was breathtakingly cruel, a condition with an inexplicable charm of its own; it was dark; it was uncompromising - what a shame that, as Vincent himself claimed, the mechanics didn't work. So, I thought I saw some possibilities to fix the indentified problems, and got to work.

Vampires is the result, but along the way it turned into something quite different from I what originally intended. Yes, it is cruel, dark and uncompromising, perhaps even to the point of unplayability. And yes, one can recognise Vincent's game, but more as a source of inspiration than as the original backbone. But Vampires is also something entirely different, and that is what I would like to talk about.

Now, this post is going to be a bit strange, because ignorance about what I want to achieve with Vampires is a necessary condition for playing it. That is, Vampires aims to deliver an experience that, by its very nature, must be unanticipated. Therefore, I have written two documents:

Vampires: a postmodern roleplaying game - the game itself.

On Vampires: an explanatory essay - a small essay that explains my design aims.

If anyone is interested, I suggest the following reading strategy:

1. Read the game. Afterwards, try and answer the following questions:
- Would you ever play this game, or is it too repulsive?
- If you would, what do you think a prolonged campaign of Vampires would look like in your group?
- What strikes you most about Vampires?

Obviously, the aim is not to guess my design aims. We're not here to play puzzles. (Though if you wish, be my guest.) The aim of these questions is rather that I can get an idea of whether Vampires might successful or not. For obvious reasons, I cannot myself playtest it.

2. Either go and play the game, if it appeals to you, or read the explanatory essay. If you do the latter, let's discuss my game in this thread.

Any comments will be well appreciated.

er, maybe it's just my slow box o' bolts, but i can't seem to access either of these PDFs... *cry*

Just a thought: can you still GM Vampires if you know what it is about? Does it make a difference?

Bob the Fighter wrote: er, maybe it's just my slow box o' bolts, but i can't seem to access either of these PDFs... *cry*

Eva Deinum wrote: Just a thought: can you still GM Vampires if you know what it is about? Does it make a difference?

Below are comments that presuppose you have read the second file.

Victor Gijsbers wrote:
Yes, it makes a difference. At least it does if the players know or think that he knows what it is about. Because in that case, the relevant power struggle is no longer that of the rules vs the people, but because the GM is supposed to know how the game ought to be played, it becomes people vs people - which destroys the purpose of the game.

so.

the links worked fine, and i read Vampires. lemme start by saying two things:

1 - i'm a feminist.
2 - i made myself read the whole thing before commenting.

that being said, no worries! this game got me thinking that it doesn't really need vampires per se, and then i read the designer notes. so, um, wow. the importance of PC ignorance is obvious. this reminds me a bit of Kill Puppies For Satan, or at least the way i played KPFS.

my interpretation of KPFS was to make me, the GM, as disturbed as possible. not that i set out to do that, but i sure did a bangup job of it by setting the game in my hometown and making my family and my in-game self accessible by the PCs. like i said before, wow.

has anyone heard of the RPG Violence? cuz this game seems like a much more sincere (and thus more successful) attempt at the same thing: to get gamers to freak out at the twisted stuff that passes for harmless fun in our culture.

i read an article at Places to Go, People to Be in their latest issue about the human aversion to killing. that article, combined with some musings about Violence and Vampires, has really gotten me thinking about how i use violence in games. i don't know if i'm going to do things any differently. but i'll be thinking about it.

Well done.

I don't necessarily want to comment in detail, so as to avoid spoiling the reading experience for other people. But I feel strongly about the subject at hand, and your depiction is spot-on. It's a metaphorical game, to be sure, but it's close enough to the real thing to be frightening.

I don't think I could play it.

On a sidenote, I recognized what you were doing without reading the essay, and I assume the same people who might be reluctant to play the game might be the ones who also see the intent behind it.

Like kpfs, I think purely putting the concept out there is great because it makes people ponder the issue at hand. So, thanks for that.

Interesting.

I would never play this game.

SPOILERS FOLLOW

Also, it seems like an exact analogue of the Milgram experiment, with all the attendant issues and problems. So it seems more of an exercise in determining how much authority the rule set and/or the GM has over the rest of the group, at least in the specific situation spelled out by your essay. My personal opinion is that it would be unethical to ever run this game.

Gaaaa! i took some good notes on how i might help you "improve" your game from my subjective standpoint. and now i find out it's just some lame psych experiement! if male destructive dominance was so bad and so widespread, then we would live in that kind of vampire world. honestly, who here plays games so that they can learn about other people's problems or their own inner soul?

what is the point of writing a game that you don't personally get a kick out of? in an actual experiment, it seems obvious to me that many people would play the game as is. after awhile, a minority would try to break away little by little. and as most people have said, the people most offended by the concept would not play the game. that seems to be a given, so why? what is the point of it?

if i didn't see the merit in playing the game with a few modifications, then i would consider my part in this exercise to be a complete waste of time! do you want to make a documentary art film that will "help humanity" :( and which no one really wants to see or do you want to make a great movie like Star Wars or the Godfather? yeah, i thought so.

Darrick
http://www.CultofCthulhu.net

I must confess, as a clear sequel to "Hungry Desperate and Alone" I don't like this game at all. The point of HDA is that we are all vampires of a sort, having to live off the other's pain. And we are. We are all making those choices every day.

To take that and turn it into monstrosity misses the point.

yrs--
--Ben

Spoilers follow






I was struck by similarities to kpfs as well - even though I've never played that.

I have many comments - but I will do as you ask, since that might be the most helpful.

I started by reading the first file (but had my suspicions from that file right away).

1. I would not play this game. Not because it is too repulsive - but because it is too narrow. Yes, it focuses on a harsh issue, and you could explore that to some depth - but there's nothing that awakens a desire to explore in me. (If you had presented it similarly, but with Love as theme, it would probably be the same).

2. A prolonged campaign of Vampires would be less likely than a one-shot (or a few-shot). There's little challenge in out-grossing each other further and further for more than one quick moment. There's little value to blood pool or Status or whatever that's merely mechanical, without some enjoyment derived from it for the group.

3. Why not play the Women? (And no, I don't mean to suddenly give them more power against the vampires).

Reading the game:

What strikes me most is that it's goals, if left unexplained, will probably not be reached. At some point, someone/thing will have to read the explanatory essay. Without it, it will probably come across as a failed game, with bad memories - and while people could learn lessons from it, I prefer not to dwell on 'crap' games too much, but get on with a fun one - especially if there are some hours left in the evening and the group's still together! So if it is to be anything that's really played, perhaps you can have a 'sealed envelope', to be opened when people decide their game is over (for whatever reason).

Thanks for all your comments, people. The fact that they all come from different perspectives makes me very happy.

Bob the Fighter

Bob the Fighter wrote: has anyone heard of the RPG Violence? cuz this game seems like a much more sincere (and thus more successful) attempt at the same thing: to get gamers to freak out at the twisted stuff that passes for harmless fun in our culture.

On a sidenote, I recognized what you were doing without reading the essay, and I assume the same people who might be reluctant to play the game might be the ones who also see the intent behind it.

Like kpfs, I think purely putting the concept out there is great because it makes people ponder the issue at hand. So, thanks for that.

Also, it seems like an exact analogue of the Milgram experiment, with all the attendant issues and problems. So it seems more of an exercise in determining how much authority the rule set and/or the GM has over the rest of the group, at least in the specific situation spelled out by your essay. My personal opinion is that it would be unethical to ever run this game.

honestly, who here plays games so that they can learn about other people's problems or their own inner soul?

what is the point of writing a game that you don't personally get a kick out of?

do you want to make a documentary art film that will "help humanity" :( and which no one really wants to see or do you want to make a great movie like Star Wars or the Godfather? yeah, i thought so.

if i didn't see the merit in playing the game with a few modifications, then i would consider my part in this exercise to be a complete waste of time!

I must confess, as a clear sequel to "Hungry Desperate and Alone" I don't like this game at all. The point of HDA is that we are all vampires of a sort, having to live off the other's pain. And we are. We are all making those choices every day.

To take that and turn it into monstrosity misses the point.

In Milgram's case, there is an experimental set-up, and the aim is to measure how far people will go before they revolt against authority. What I aimed to do with Vampires, on the other hand, is to make a game in which revolution actually occurs.

As with anything, you need the right crew thats open to new, experimental, or thought provoking play.
A number of my pals and the kids I host my game nights for wouldn't go with this at all. It'd all be taken in "good fun" or just totally bothered- either way, it wouldn't be played. One friend, however, could play for a while at least, and in the end appreciate what the real point of the game was.

hey, when i get more time i'll include some of those changes. i think with a few modifications, the game could be played for fun. what people learn is subjective, i guess, but if they enjoy the gameplay - even if it's the sickness factor, people will play it and hopefully enjoy it.

i suppose i was a little upset for 2 reasons, i thought i had wasted my time on a kind of "joke" or "game", even though that sounds strange. i take games pretty seriously. the second is that my own RPG: Empire of Satanis, which i love, is close in amoral or immoral horror to you post modern vampires. i guess i felt you were denegrating the whole over the top sick horror experience that i actually prefer.

email me at: darrick@cultofcthulhu.net if you still want those modifications. although, i would lessen the stress level and constant horror, thereby making it more comfortable, insidious, and playable with more people reveling in the darkness than trying to be released from it. i don't know if that's what you want?

i'm glad you brought up the My Life with Master stuff in your game or essay, it did remind me of that. i think it could be a lot more emotionally involving without dice. although if you do use dice for the Blood Battle thing, don't throw out 5's and 6's. for whatever reason, that idea irritates the hell out of me. i can imagine myself rolling a 5 or a 6 and having to get rid of it. hulk... get... angry!

anyways, keep making those art films. if you dig it, that's the only thing that matters.

D
http://www.CultofCthulhu.net

I have to admit I could totally see where you were going even before I read the essay.

I would certainly make it less blatant. Instead of vampires having to be male and the victims female, I say open up the gender gap. They can still be thematically male and thematically female, without obviously being so, i.e. a female vampire can be just as "male" in an intimate relationship with a man, so long as the same manipulative techniques are used to echo "male power".

This makes the covert agenda of the game less obvious.

Possible spoilers below.

Its certainly an interesting game. The only limitation I see is that its replayability is pretty slim, because once the cat is out of the bag, it would be difficult to run again with the same players.

But somehow, I don't think that was your goal. I'm guessing you're more looking for a moment of existential shock where the players are forced to deal with the cycle of violence, and the intention behind that seems to be an application to real-world exploitation.

Certainly a noble goal, and this is a good way to achieve it. However, with that as a goal (stated or not), I'm not sure your game necessarily falls into the PoMo category.

Honestly, I could indeed see myself running a game like this, but if you want my honest opinion (and this is not intended to be mean-spirited or a personal attack), its a game I would run at a sensitivity training seminar before I would run it with my gaming group.

If I misunderstood what seems to be your goal with the game, I apologize.

I've given the game and the project a lot of thought. I've read the thread and seen points similar to the ones I wanted to make. I'm not particularly interested in the specific message of the game. I don't think that it is relevant to the flaws or strengths of the game. What I'm interested in is games without fun, built in meta-games, and messages in RPGs.

Before I get started I want to say that I enjoyed reading the game because it didn't involve white washing the topic or the means of conveying the point. This game admits that if you are playing an unpleasant you ought to play an unpleasant monster. It is a refreshing change from "Monsters are cool, let's play them. Also they can mean stuff!" The fact that in this case it actually is meant to mean something and manages to mean something is good. Now onto the main point.

First off I agree that some groups might like playing a game that is not fun in a tradition sense. It has to have value and it might not be entertainment value. The trouble is that an RPG that is not fun has to have a clear reason to play it. There is no clear reason to play Vampires without knowing the secret goal. You play a monstrous creature with no redeeming value. The game's content is split between abusing helpless victims to get power and exerting that power on your fellow filth. There is, on the surface, no point to playing. The mechanics are not catchy enough to lure people in. There is no setting to engross people. In short the game is not only not fun but not rewarding in anyway. Who do you imagine would GM this without knowing the secret? Who would look at it and not rebel before the game started? As it stands the game might attract individuals who like trying strange things for the sake of trying them but I bet boredom will come before rebellion and that rebellion will have a split between purposeful disfunction, spite rebellion, and actual rebellion.

This moves me on to the next part. The game has built into it an expectation for exterior social events that influence the game. It is designed not just to be change by them but to change them. That's a cool goal. I also think that if things manage to run smoothly it might even manage to work as desired. I don't think the people who would actually play this game would use the scoring system correctly, but I do think that the scoring system is good. On the other hand I think that it exacerbates the problem of there being no reason to play it. There are more interesting ways to freak your friends and yourself out with what you can come up with. In addition the system points in an obvious way towards the goal of rebellion. By drawing attention to discomfort and making it the means towards character power you don't just give a clue to the "fuck the rules" aspect you all but give it away.

Finally the idea of messages in RPGs. There are two ways to put a message in an RPG. The first is to state outright what it is and if players like it to invite them to explore the message, its implications, its foundations, and so on. The second is to trick it out in actual play. I think the second is harder and leads to far more trouble than it can be worth. It also requires a lot of material to help give guidelines for how to run the game without actually giving things away. As it stands I don't think a willing group that wasn't in on it would have much of a clue what to do with the game.

It was interesting to read Vampires. I think that anyone thinking about the relationship of the text to play and of imagined events to group dynamics should read the game. I'd even suggest it as a game to play for those who are thinking about the issues. I also think that you might have some luck finding a group and asking them to play test the game for you. Tell them you don't want to be involved because you made it and you might fix problems based on the game in your mind as opposed to on paper. I'd be interested to see if a group would play it and what would result from the sessions.

My problem with it is simply that it invites players in by saying "Hey, come and play a vicious fucked up bastard!", and then the switch is to shake your head sorrowfully and say "Look at what you played, you vicious fucked up bastard you."

Sure, it's a little more sophisticated than that. But the only reactions I could see to the switch are either. "Hey, you invited me to play it!" or "Why yes. Yes I am."

I was talking about it with a friend some days ago. I suddenly realised that the switch wouldn't bring me a great feeling, but rather upset me: the game has tantalised you for quite some time, slowly raising your anger (and probably I'd try to suppress my frustrations and discomfort to keep playing) - and than it turns out it was all meant to be. I think this last thing can be very frustrating / disappointing.